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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

I think i lost someone...

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Saturday, November 25, 2006
Special Day

I still remember 4 months ago,when she answered me a very important question...I still remember during that day,25/07/06,tuesday,i was having my guitar sessions with my old band,SELFISH SHOWOFFS, when she answer me the question...I was really delighted( think more than delighted...dunno what word to use) to have her as my girlfriend...That day was really a special day for me and really,i counted the months as day goes by...But,now,everything seems different...I know its my fault and if i can turn back time,i would shut my FCUKING mouth up...I regret now...Really...tats all i can say...I'll wait for you no matter what happens...

Happy annivesary dear...

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Still not asleep...

Hi,its me again...I cant sleep...thinking about her...Later work full shift sia...12 hours...juz now went to nenek house to visit her...Just being discharge on monday...She can eat Tom Yum already...Tats good coz this past few months,she's not being eating anything..only drink...Also play ps with my cuzzy there...I've lost to my "little cousin"...wat a shame...haha...I also do hair treatment after visitng my grandma...$30 only...now,my hair is soft...I love it...must take good care of it...Then went home take mrt with cuzzy and we met with a fucking pervert...I didnt realise until taufiq told me...He was watching the underskirts of the lady beside Taufiq...Haha,i manage to took a picture of him and you girls do beware if you saw this guy inside the train...

*the Pervert*

Juz beware if you see him...

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
My Bloody Romance

wtf,i feel she's avoiding me sia...im really heartbroken right now...aargh!!!only if i can brainwash myself...Forget about her...really miss her sia...wat to do if she's avoiding me...haiz...wtf,wtf,wtf,wtf...hate my life man...adious...tats all la...to angry+ sad...

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Monday, November 20, 2006
My weekends...

Although im quite sad about my love life,i still have time to enjoy myself yesterday...After work,i went to the chalet at costa sands pasir ris...My aunty had book the chalet there for 3 days and i only stay 1 day only coz im busy working...Met my cousins there and its fun la...we havent met for quite sometimes and thus we chat throughout the whole night...It makes me to forget about my love life for a while...We also went to Changi to see all the bapoks there at 3 am in the morning...My father ah,got nothing to do at night...Wah,some really look as if they were really pure women...Juz now morning, i went for a swim at the swimming pool first before going to work...Haha,now i really tired...But I cant sleep,thinking about her...U know who i mean...I really miss her a lot...Haiz,k la,tats all the crap for now...adious...

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Friday, November 17, 2006
Lost

I CANT THINK OF ANYTHING TO WRITE NOW.....MY MIND CANT THINK AND REALLY MY HEART HURTS SO BAD...dats all i have to say...

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